I have found that when I say I absolutely will not (fill in the blank)...that the powers that be make me eat my words. I came in with strong beliefs that I thought would not waiver...thoughts on love, on play, on limits, on monogamy, on sex, on titles. Yet, the minute I make the thought sound like an absolute something comes along to blow past it. My boy and I constantly talk about 'making your cup bigger' and that has definitely happened lately. We also talk about the importance of growth and not necessarily growing together but growing at a somewhat comparable rate so we never outgrow the other.
I will say that we went to South Plains Leather Festival and it was definitely journey altering. I realized that whatever the title one chooses to claim, it is important to believe it, to own it for oneself. I used to loathe the word bitch...I found it so derogatory and nasty. However, the more dominant I become and the more ok I am with my dominance, the more and more that word gets thrown in my direction. So I decided that I was going to stop fighting it. If being a strong confident woman gets me called a bitch, then so be it. If I stand up for what I believe in in a direct straight forward one on one context and the person I am talking to can't hack it and calls me a bitch, then so be it. If I rock having not one, but two leather boy pups in my pocket at a gay leather club and the jealous Daddies call me a lucky bitch, then so be it. I like who I am...all of me...and if that makes me a bitch, then SO BE IT. I can rock it.
And now for the highlights of the weekend (in no particular order and some to be fleshed out later)...
Meeting some beautiful people from across the pond and following them around to feed off their energy and accents, lol...totally shamelessly.
Really beginning to understand the value of words and how they can unintentionally convey a completely different meaning than what is intended.
Learning that consciously deciding to make your relationship a spiritual pratice taps you into the greater energy and focuses the journey.
I have a thing for nerdy dirty talk and I could listen to slave Joshua say 'sexual skills' all day long...and yes, it would just do it for me.
Being confident enough to put yourself out there and be open to what comes pays off in a big way.
The boy looks amazing in latex...yeah, i know...Shocker.
Family is important...sometimes we don't always choose family, it chooses us, and that is totally ok. I have expanded my inner circle exponentially and it feels amazing.
My boy has grown by leaps and bounds and has expressed a desire to be recuffed and earn back his collar as a slave...completely emotional roller coaster but so so proud of him.
Having confidence in your place in things speaks volumes and gains more respect from the community at large than what your actual place is.
Feminine leather power exists in many beautiful forms and I have been blessed to make connections to be able to watch that grow.
I can incorporate dancing into my kinks and it adds a dynamic that I absolutely love.
My heart, the energy at my very core...is leather...family, respect, structure, discipline, honor, and camaraderie.
Until next time...
Cheers,
Daddy Rose
The boy rocked the wife beater and boots too. You two are definitely a confident couple and it's great to see a woman getting Hers. Take Your space, right? I think that's what the Australian woman said. Who can tell with that accent?!
ReplyDeleteThank you! We have both come a long away and it has definitely shown. *melt* at the accent. Yes, it was in fact take your space and own it!
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